sammie19
Oct 25, 2006, 7:40 AM
I first started coming in here for a bit of fun and to meet people who had similar problems and concerns to myself. While at first this seemed simple to me, after a while I began to really care about some people I knew and still know only by name and their chat.
In the early part of the year my world was turned upside down and I almost totally withdrew from the world when my long time relationship ended and family problems just got on top of me. Slowly I began to re enter life and saw that it has to go on somehow and the pain which didnt ease at least became bearable. I have touched on this in other threads but much of my rehabilitation is due to this site and the people in it.
So as I did re enter the world I have been a little more active chatting emailing messaging writing and so on and it was great therapy and did help push my recovery forward.
Now thankfully my life has taken a real upturn and my family and I are reconciled but most of all my lovely wonderful Meg and I are once again together. Even better from the previous circustaces when she could not commit to me we as of this weekend will live together. It means moving away from here and back down to a hotbed of rather old fashioned hypocrisy but together Im sure we shall cope and prosper. We have the support of our families and our love so what can be better?
The sad thing is that it does mean I shall be less of a contributor to the site, not because I dont want to, for I shall always be a grateful contributor I hope, but simply because my life is about to change forever and shall have less time to allow me to do so.
Thank you to everyone who has been so wonderful especially in the last few months and throughout my time here. I am busy packing and trying to make sure my loose ends are tied up and dealt with before I move back down to the borders. Im going to miss 3 things in particular. This city which I have always loved and has been so good to me since I moved up here, my flatmates (str8 girls) who always supported and showed me love when I was at my most desperate and never looked down their nose at my sexuality or shyed away from it, and this site which has become such an important part of my life. I wont lose touch with any, but shall not have quite the same contact with them either or as often.
One person who is a member I have particular thanks for. I wont say who she is because I think she may be too embarrassed, but I can only say she is Canadian and it was she that urged and cajoled and bullied me to take a grip of my life and sort out the problems I had with love and family. I can never say how much her love and support means to me.
Thank you all and I will be back soon once I have settled down and find time to come back and speak or write the thoughts of Sam such as they are.
Much luv
Sam xoxoxoxoxoxox
In the early part of the year my world was turned upside down and I almost totally withdrew from the world when my long time relationship ended and family problems just got on top of me. Slowly I began to re enter life and saw that it has to go on somehow and the pain which didnt ease at least became bearable. I have touched on this in other threads but much of my rehabilitation is due to this site and the people in it.
So as I did re enter the world I have been a little more active chatting emailing messaging writing and so on and it was great therapy and did help push my recovery forward.
Now thankfully my life has taken a real upturn and my family and I are reconciled but most of all my lovely wonderful Meg and I are once again together. Even better from the previous circustaces when she could not commit to me we as of this weekend will live together. It means moving away from here and back down to a hotbed of rather old fashioned hypocrisy but together Im sure we shall cope and prosper. We have the support of our families and our love so what can be better?
The sad thing is that it does mean I shall be less of a contributor to the site, not because I dont want to, for I shall always be a grateful contributor I hope, but simply because my life is about to change forever and shall have less time to allow me to do so.
Thank you to everyone who has been so wonderful especially in the last few months and throughout my time here. I am busy packing and trying to make sure my loose ends are tied up and dealt with before I move back down to the borders. Im going to miss 3 things in particular. This city which I have always loved and has been so good to me since I moved up here, my flatmates (str8 girls) who always supported and showed me love when I was at my most desperate and never looked down their nose at my sexuality or shyed away from it, and this site which has become such an important part of my life. I wont lose touch with any, but shall not have quite the same contact with them either or as often.
One person who is a member I have particular thanks for. I wont say who she is because I think she may be too embarrassed, but I can only say she is Canadian and it was she that urged and cajoled and bullied me to take a grip of my life and sort out the problems I had with love and family. I can never say how much her love and support means to me.
Thank you all and I will be back soon once I have settled down and find time to come back and speak or write the thoughts of Sam such as they are.
Much luv
Sam xoxoxoxoxoxox