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He didn't have anything to say - at first. When he got his act together he got "brave" again and said, "You might can dish it out but can you take it?"

"Bring it on," I said to the both of them and promptly laid down on my belly and asked them what were they waiting for.

I felt.. smug to learn that neither of them were good at fucking. Their long fat dicks had felt good in me even though when they managed to get it in me, it did hurt but I wasn't going to let them know that. I kept badgering them to fuck me and prove to me that they really knew about this. In fairness, they did the best they could; while the older brother was fucking me, the younger one admitted that this was something they'd never done - and not even with a girl!

I guess thankfully, it didn't take either of them long to cum in me and, again, I had to admit to myself that feeling their respective dicks pumping in me felt pretty good. After they were both done with me, they led me to the creek that wasn't that far away so we could clean up and after that, we got dressed and headed back to the house and as we walked, they both let me know that I wasn't the punk they thought I was and that I had taught them something new they could do with each other.

We got back to the house and my mother asked me how I was getting along with my cousins and I told her that we were getting along just fine and they weren't teasing me about being a city boy anymore. As we were getting ready to leave, I got to talk to them alone and they both wanted to know if I was coming back again; I'd said that I didn't know but if we did come back before we headed home, I was looking forward to more of the same and, in today's parlance, threw some shade at them by saying, "Y'all need to practice..."

My mother seemed to be surprised that the three of us had gotten along with each other and I told her that it was easy because all I had to do was prove to them that us city boys weren't as stupid as they thought I was. It was a good thing that she didn't ask me how I proved it but she was glad that I didn't get mad at them and started fighting. In my head, I was laughing to think that we were fighting... just not the way she thought.

The funny thing was that when we got back to my great aunt's place, her son asked me about my visit with our other cousins and I didn't have a problem telling him what we'd done and... he got mad. I couldn't figure out why he was so mad at me and I'd said that I didn't do anything with them that I hadn't been doing with him... so what was the problem? Many years later, I was thinking about this and thought that this country cousin got mad at me because maybe he felt that the only guys I was supposed to have sex with was him and when I visited Virginia.

Yeah, they were shocked. They were even more shocked when I asked them if they had some Vaseline or something so I could fuck both of them; man, you could have bought the two of them for a nickel!

"Um, um, we don't do that," the oldest said.

"Well, somebody's either going to suck me off... or they're getting fucked - pick one," I said and giving them a look that suggested that I wasn't taking no for an answer about either thing.

These two might have been good at sucking each other but when it came to doing it to me, they... weren't as good at it as my friends back home were and even though they both did their best to make me cum, it hadn't happened and I think they both knew what was going to happen next. They both looked scared as I put a lot of spit on my dick and said, "Who wants it first?"

Yeah, the older brother volunteered his brother and I thought that was some foul shit but the younger brother put on a brave face and said, "Do it to me!" I put some spit between his cheeks, flattened him out onto his belly, and eased my dick into him and, oh, my - he was squealing like one of the stuck pigs I'd seen my great aunt's husband kill on their farm but he didn't punk out. I started fucking him; his formerly virgin hole was really tight and I knew it wasn't going to take me too long to cum when the oldest brother said, "Okay - do me now!"

"You ain't scared?" I asked and, yes, I was taunting him.

He said he wasn't and after applying a lot of spit to him, I stabbed him with my dick and... I wasn't nice about it like I was with his brother because the oldest one was the one doing his best to punk me and I had to let him know that I wasn't the punk he thought I was. He howled and cried - and I'd only had the head of my dick in him! I waited a moment for him to relax and pushed the rest of my dick in him and making him howl even more.

His brother was laughing at him and told him that he hadn't made all that noise or acted like a little girl. I didn't fuck him as hard as I really wanted to but I had to let him know that when it came to this, he wasn't better than me. He finally stopped his yelling and crying and started moaning and just before I came, I felt his butthole clamping down on me and like he might be shooting - and he had yelled out that he was cumming and didn't understand why he was. A moment later, I emptied my balls into him and when I pulled out, I asked him, "What do you think of this city boy now?"

My "new" country cousins then started grilling me about... sex. Insinuating that since I was a city boy, I had to be a virgin and didn't know anything about sex because I was too scared. I was a year older than the oldest brother and I let them know that I'd had pussy when I was 8, which trumped both of them by at least three years.

The oldest brother said, "Okay, but I bet you don't know about this!" and turned to his brother, nodded, and both of them peeled out of their clothes and, wow, they both had pretty big dicks! They're standing there naked and their dicks are starting to rise and I... yawn and said that I've see dicks before - so what?

"But you haven't seen this," the younger brother said and took a knee and started sucking his brother's dick. Obviously, they'd been at this for a while and, yeah, watching them sucking each other had me rock hard and I wanted to join them just to prove that, yeah, you punks ain't doing anything I haven't already done (and was still doing with my own brother).

"Whatcha think about that?" the oldest asked me.

"Old news," I said.

"Prove it!" the younger brother said.

Country bumkins; you gotta love them. I stripped down and reveled my boner and joined them on the bed that they had in there and... showed them that I might be from the big city, but I knew my way around having sex with a guy.

"You ain't scared because we're cousins?" the oldest one asked as I settled onto the bed with them.

"Y'all act like I've never had sex with a cousin before," I said. "Are we gonna do this or what?"

I was sure that they didn't believe that (a) I'd been having sex with guys and (b) one of those guys was my own brother so I had something to prove to them and beginning with showing off my cocksucking skills. I got to sucking both of them in turns and if they weren't surprised and impressed that I could suck them both right down to their pubic bones, they were definitely impressed that I made them both cum in short order, swallowing both of their loads and, i the back of my head, thinking that their cum tasted like... corn.

A lot of my family, on both sides, came from and still lived in Virginia and my mother and her mother used to take turns taking me and my siblings there so they could visit and, most of the time, we'd be bored out of our minds. Sometimes, we stayed at my great aunt's home, which was a working farm and my great aunt's two children were... pretty nasty in a good way. I learned that they'd be having sex with each other for a long time and, indeed, in my first few visits there, they clued me in about how life can be living on a farm and your closest neighbor is like three and a half miles away in either direction.

They thought that I'd be shocked that they were having sex and because I was a "city boy" but they quickly learned that I knew a hell of a lot more about sex than they thought I did. I'd have a lot of sex with them and my sister would join us and my cousins were shocked that me and my sister had been into the brother and sister thing before they were.

Good fun. On one occasion, my mom wanted to visit some of her other relatives that I'd heard her talking about but had never met. I drew the short straw when she'd asked which one of the four of us wanted to go with her and my siblings "sold me out" and, crap, now I gotta go and put up with a bunch of people I was, at best, distantly related to but didn't know them. To make it "worse" for me, this family also lived on a farm and they had two sons and guys I was "made" to hang out with and get to know while the adults talked (or whatever else they were gonna do).

I'm bummed. It had been bad enough having to go through that "city boy bullshit" with my other cousins and these two dudes were really laying it on thick but I was determined that they weren't going to get my goat. One of them said, "Hey, you wanna see our fort in the woods?" and, no, I really didn't want to and more so when the day was hotter than hell's half acre (to borrow my mom's favorite saying) but, okay; if I went back inside, the adults would just kick me out so I mumbled, "Sure..." and off we went to what I'd learn was the far end of their property.

I'm thinking that they have some ramshamble setup but once we arrived, I had to pick my jaw up because they'd built a serious fort and complete with an old pot-bellied stove! It wasn't very big so it didn't take them long to point out the stuff they had in there and bragging about building it and, jeez, I'm not really interested in hearing this crap. In my head I'm thinking, "Okay, I've seen the joint - can we go back to the house now?"

Almost 40 yrs ago I met this woman in collage who was very petite but very outgoing, her small body and huge appetite for sex really turned me on. She invited me to a private sex party on campus, ii was just a country boy who experimented with my child hood friends on oral sex. she taught me that there's much more than that. It was that night that we became lifelong partners and swingers. She used to tell me sex is just sex, our love is way deeper than sex. So since then we have openly shared our bed with close like minded people.

She has taught me there is not shame in sucking cock in front of her, and no shame if I see another man fucking her. For 38 yrs of marriage we have shared many an encounter with our group of like minded friends. We keep and maintain a close circle of couples whom we trust to be safe and bug free. If im traveling and she has a visitor its someone we know and trust. The same goes for me, I always tell her if I hooked up with someone outside our normal group and always get tested. But the best part of our group is we take turns on where we play. a couple yrs ago us 5 couples decided to go to the Florida keys. That was the most awesome time any of us had ever had. Watching her get laid multiple times a day far surpassed our home bound play.

Unlike myself and my horny wife has anyone acted out a porn scene they watched? Last weekend my wife and I watched a video which involved piss play. We are not normally into pee play but the video we watched looked hot and inviting. So one on one we tried it and she was so turned on by it we invited some friends over. My wife stands no less than 5'4 115 lbs and very small in the pussy area and tight as all hell. We invited 4 of our closest man friends over to see if she could handle 5 hard cocks pissing in her pussy. Afterwards she said it was the most intense sexual pleasure she had ever experienced.

It?s no secret that my wife and I are in an open relationship, we both have multiple partners of both sexes that we entertain, however ifs it?s me I mostly play at their house, the wife entertains in our home. But last night was different. She got dolled up and went to town with out me, arriving back home around 10:30 her panties showing in her purse and her hair all messed up. Now she knows how I am when another man?s cum is leaking from her. I got up and undone her jeans only to find a huge wet cum soaked pussy and all she could do was smile, eat that cum soaked pussy you bastard. My dick was as hard as it could be but I said wow there is a ton of cum and it a huge turn on for me to eat her cheating pussy.

She said she was feeling naughty and needy and so she arranged not 1 but 2 of our group to play. I slid my dick into her and fucked her hard and long and as she begged me to cum I said fuck you take it bitch for not letting me play . Just before I busted my nut I pulled out and shoved it down her throat and spewed my sperm deep in her throat, once I was done she smiled and said duck what a night.

It explained a lot. I'd realize how alcohol can "make" someone do something that they wouldn't even think about doing when they were sober and like how a man who was drunk felt the need to bribe me with money because "that part of him that couldn't lie" told him that he wanted to have sex with me and, well, he did and... I fucking loved it. Probably makes me a weirdo in that I have never felt that he molested me but, yeah, I know some shit about that. What I did know was that all of the stuff I'd been told about having sex with a boy was... a lie. Of omission, mostly, because, I would learn, society did not want guys to know about this aspect of sex. It was taboo, a sin, and demonized to the nth degree but, as I've said here before, I had asked myself a question: How can something that everyone says is so bad feel so good?"

And learning the answer: It feels good because it's supposed to feel good. I... adjusted to this easily and, no, I'm not even sure why I did and probably and very likely because I didn't know that I was supposed to be "bothered" by what happened. I knew it shouldn't have but it did and my friends knew about sex with guys, too, and we were off and running with it but if we could do it to a girl, oh, yeah! I would learn about the wrongness of men having sex and, well, while the rules says as much, human nature isn't always... nice about such things. In all the categories I put together as I strived to understand bisexuality, I saw the good and the bad of things and, importantly, how guys deal with it and for better or worse. It seemed to me that no matter how a guy got introduced to sex with guys, they either went "buck wild" over it or... not. The psychology of this is both fascinating and complex. It is at this point where I must say that what I've written isn't about good or bad; it's not about morality or the religious dogma that gave birth to our morality.

This is about... boys being boys and even when they're grown up boys. The many things that can happen for a guy to find out that, hmm, it's not all that bad or, sadly, the worst experience ever. Some get past it and thrive and... some can't or don't. Some guys originally found it not to their liking but, at some point or for some reason, they're interested again. Sexuality or "just sex?" The answer to this was, "Yes. Details to follow." because for a lot of the men I've talked to, it was about their sexuality and for others, just another way to have sex and in ways that no woman could or would. I say that some guys find their "inner girl" and are keen to let her out to play and understanding that it's more true than one might not want to believe.

Guys who wondered what it was liked to be fucked would be scared but keen to find out and they'd find out that, yeah, it hurts going in but not so much once you get used to it and it was a truer expression of self as well as a unique way to experience sex that, again, women can't do without some artifice being employed and even guys who were getting pegged would ask and wonder if the real thing really did feel better.

Or the many men whose first step into this kind of sex was a blowjob. Giving or getting one and by whatever means, situations, or conditions it happened under. Those guys who professed to wondering what it was like to suck a guy's dick and... is cum really the acquired taste that women said it was? Men like my protege who was introduced by a friend of his and, well, he had problems getting his head around it. He told me about sucking this guy's dick and it shocked him that he was even doing it - and one of the questions I asked him was, "Were you also surprised that you knew how to suck his dick?"

And he was. And he wanted to know why and I happen to know some stuff about that but even he, one of the men I call "modern bisexuals" came to the conclusion so many of us older bisexuals came to: It's not as bad as they thought and why did I wait so long to do this? The many men whose first impression of this was bad because they way they wound up with a dick in their mouth was the... "wrong way" to get one. Being able to admit to themselves that while the situation itself was bad, um, sucking dick and having cum in their mouth... wasn't really all that bad and some feeling... better about it because I'd tell them that they weren't and aren't the only guys who find this out "the hard way" and letting damned near all of the men I have ever talked to about this know that, nope - you're not alone in this as you think and feel that you are.

I... state the facts as I've come to learn them. I don't sugar coat them. I do not invoke moral righteousness or claim to be a legal expert about sexual laws both past and present. I know what I know because I made it my business to know... even if to be able to explain my own bisexuality to myself. That and... someone has to speak to the truth of things and do it without being PC or afraid to speak on this and if no one else will, then I will because this is a damned important thing to and for men around the world and I'm never going to speak just on the good parts because that makes me "as bad" as the people who believe that bisexuality isn't real and that bi guys are really gay guys or that, yeah, guys having sex with each other is ALWAYS BAD - and even if and/or when a guy decides for himself that no matter how or why he wants to have sex with men - or is having a field day getting some dick - it ain't all that bad and it feels right, normal, and natural...

Because it is. Maybe not so much how one could find this out but, yeah, it's normal and natural because having sex is normal and natural for all of us... because we're human.