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This story is dedicated to Melody Dean because I know she will understand this story.
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We both knew that this was not a “Forever Love.” It was not going to be an “until death do us part” kind of relationship.

We were both young nineteen year olds, exploring life and tasting its carnal pleasures.

This is not to mean that we didn’t love each other. We did. We were lovers and friends, with an unspoken agreement to be there for each other - which is why I listened intently and sympathetically when Corey confessed to me.

“I don’t know what to do,” she blurted, “I am so attracted to my friend Jesse. Every time I am around her, I find myself aroused. Should I tell her? What if she gets angry? What if it ends our friendship? What if she tells everyone that I am a lesbian?”

The first thing I thought was: OK, well that explains why some things didn’t happen in bed.

Corey and I had lost our virginities with each a year ago. In the past year, we had tried all kinds of positions and techniques, but she never had an orgasm. She said that she received a lot of pleasure when we had sex, but she didn’t ever have an orgasm. Let me amend that statement: She said a few times she thought she might have had an orgasm. However, even though I was young and inexperienced, I still knew that if you only thought you had an orgasm, you probably didn’t. Maybe the reason that she didn’t have an orgasm was because I wasn’t the gender that she was attracted to.

Corey went on, “And you might find this crazy, but when I see the back of her neck, I get…I get wet!”

Hearing her longing to become physically involved with her friend and hearing her fear of taking the first step, I resolved to help her even though my actions might mean that I could lose her.

It was the end of the summer, the last day before we were all going back to school. The next day, Corey and Jesse were going to be leaving for their college in the Midwest. I would be going back to my school in New England. The three of us decided to have one last boat ride together, complete with some bottle of wine.

Corey picked me up at my house and Jesse was already in the car in the front passenger seat. I scooched myself into the back seat of Corey’s beat up Volkwagen bug. We started off for the marina.

Now at this point, I should describe the two women. My friend Corey was five foot six with dirty blonde hair. She was a part-time clothing model in New York and her figure was absolutely perfect. Jesse, on the other hand, was five foot eight and had long black hair, a luminously white skin on a body that was voluptuous if not pleasantly plump.

As we got to the highway and stopped for the red light, I noticed that Jesse’s hair was pulled away to one side and that the back of her neck was exposed maybe a foot away from me.

“Jesse, you have such a beautiful neck,” I declared and I slowly reached out to stroke it with the back of my fingers.

Upon my touching her neck, Jesse released a husky moan. I could see Corey checking my move as she glanced at the rearview mirror. From the corner of my eye, I could see Corey’s body shudder in a way that told me that she was turned on by seeing me touch her friend’s neck.

I sat back in my seat and there were no more advances on my part as we drove to the marina. At the dock, we unloaded the wine, prepared my family’s runabout, and took off for my favorite cove.

Now there is something about the day after Labor Day that most years on the east coast seems to affect the weather. The day before could be sunny, hot, summer-like weather, but the day after Labor Day, the hints of winter tiptoe in. It was like that this day. It wasn’t a cold day, but the wind made the cooler temperatures seem a bit colder than the actual temperatures would suggest. Since it was very cool, none of us brought swimsuits or towels with us as we didn’t think we would do any swimming.

As soon as I anchored the boat in the lee of some high sand dunes, I realized our mistake. The dunes deflected the winds away from the boat, and the sun now baked down on us. We were soon very hot.

“Let’s go swimming,” I suggested.

“But we don’t have our swimsuits,” Corey protested.

“Hey, you have seen everything that I have, and I have seen everything that you have, so what’s the problem?”

“What about me?” Jesse jumped in.

I quipped, “I supposed that you have the same parts as Corey. Nothing new to me!” and I shucked off my clothes, climbed up on the gunwhale of the boat and jumped in.

As I rose to the surface, I heard another splash and up came Corey, naked and giggling.

“Come on, Jesse,” we shouted, “Come on it, the water is warm.”

Jesse hesitated, and then, slowly peeled off her clothes and stood on the swim platform, the sunshine glaring off her naked body. Her ample creamy breasts and dark nipples protruding proudly in the way only youthful bodies do. Corey’s eyes were fixed on the sight before her, and I could hear her breathing begin to get heavy.

With a giggle, Jesse jumped into the bay. For the next fifteen minutes, we all swam and splashed about, me “accidentally” bumping alternately into Corey and Jesse. Every time I touched Jesse’s body, I could see Corey getting more and more turned on.

When we had enough swimming, we climbed back into the boat, but it was then that we remembered that we hadn’t brought any towels. The day was getting late and the sun was not as intense and we were getting cold. We each had a few glugs of wine as we passed around the bottle, hoping the drink would warm us up, but as we were still dripping wet, we continued to be chilled.

Then I remembered that the boat had a blanket in the small cuddy cabin. My parent’s boat had a big V-shaped berth below and my folks had stored a cotton blanket down there to be used for overnight trips. The three of us went below, wrapped the blanket around us, and started to dry each other off.

Drying each other off gave us the excuse to touch each other’s bodies, and soon you could feel the sexually charged atmosphere. Corey’s eyes were wide as she leaned against me and gave me a smoldering kiss on my lips.

“Well, you can’t leave out Jesse,” I observed, “Doesn’t she deserve a kiss, too?”

It was the moment of truth for Corey. Since we were all bundled close together, it didn’t take more than a slight forward shift for Corey to lean over and kiss Jesse. I held my breath, waiting to see how Jesse would respond.

There was a bit of uncertainty in Jesse’s eyes and a bit of fear. I squeezed Corey’s hand to give her courage. With that she renewed her exploration of Jessie’s lips, and I could see Jesse’s body surrender to Corey’s insistent kiss.

Corey nuzzled Jesse’s neck, kissing and licking it, pressing Jesse’s body backward until Jesse fell onto her back with Corey on top of her.

Corey started to explore Jesse’s body, fondling her breasts and seemingly taking pleasure in discovering the caresses that made Jesse moan. I sat with my back against the bulkhead watching the scene unfold.

With a new found confidence, Corey started to kiss her way down Jesse’s body. When she got to the nipples, she tentatively began to nibble them. As Jesse’s moans grew more intense, Corey became more turned on and confident. She started to hum as her tongue lashed out at Jesse’s nipples. Soon those nipples were standing up swollen and dark.

At one point, Corey looked up at me. I smiled back at her, and she proclaimed, “Oh, Vid, I really like doing this!”

Was I jealous? Was I turned on? Well, maybe a bit of both. But the most dominant feeling I was experiencing was love for my friend Corey and I was happy that she was finally finding out what really turned her on.

“Go on, Corey,” I urged her, “move down and taste her pussy.”

Corey started a slow journey down Jesse’s heaving body. Along the way she licked and kissed the places that made Jesse squirm and moan. As she was doing so, she rubbed her pussy with her right hand. I could see her fingers coaxing out her juicy attraction to her friend. The air in the cabin became intoxicatingly filled with the smell of aroused sex.

When Corey moved between Jesse’s legs, Jesse put her hand on Corey’s head as if to stop her. Corey looked up at Jesse and begged with one simple, urgent word: “Please?”

Jesse’s response was to open her legs up wider, inviting the further lovemaking that such an action signified.

Words can’t adequately describe the beauty and the eroticism of the scene before me: Two young sexually aroused women in the midst of satisfying their sexual needs. The sounds of sex, the smells of sex, the images of tongues and pussies all made the scene so incredibly exciting.

All of a sudden, Corey jumped up and moved her crotch so that it was in contact with Jesse’s pubic mound. Then Corey started to grind her pussy against Jesse’s. She was like an animal possessed while Jesse lay there with a glazed expression on her face. Corey seemed like she was so desperate to make her partner cum and at the same time finally find the sexual release that she had not experienced in the past.

Finally, I saw Jesse’s body start to shake. Her breasts shook like crazy and her legs trembled as the shots of pleasure rifled through her body. It seemed as if these contractions triggered off Corey’s pent-up sexual tension. With a deep pitched combination of a scream and groan, she tensed up and then sprawled over Jesse’s body, shaking in waves of pleasure spasms.

I just watched the whole scene. When Corey finally got up off of Jesse’s body, she looked at me and mouthed, “Thank you, Vid.”

To myself I thought, “No need to thank me. Watching you find your true sexual self is more than enough thanks.” I didn’t have to say it aloud as I knew she knew my thoughts.

I haven't told anybody in my real life about being with men and don't intend to. However, the experiences kept circling in my head that I wanted to write my experiences being a smooth bottom in a forum.

My interest in sucking cock (and soon being a bottom came from watching nothing but deepthroat and blowbang porn. A compilation video that i would watch repeatedly really got me into it. At first it was an erotic fantasy, but the more I watched the same compilation video the more I really wanted to try it. I didn't feel 'awkward' or 'weird' for wanting to experience giving at least one blowjob, and I felt completely normal after my first time. It was more of getting a fantasy 'over with.' At that point, I also wondered what women felt like during and after they had sex. I also have no bodyhair (and especially no facial hair) when I 'cruise' around for cock, and I have a slight 'fem' persona while cruising, so I appeal to a certain kind of top. Especially those that like a round ass and nice legs.

My preference for tops are stocky/chubby men in their 40's and older. Those that have a slight goatee, and are either bald or close to being bald make the best tops for that criteria. I found this out after my first time with a top trucker, and really liked the experience. I knew how to suck his cock and got him from flaccid to hard pretty quickly.

From then, I roamed the local adult bookstores/theaters until I visited one that was next to a truckstop. Because of its location, I had great experiences, and never had trouble getting a man I wanted to bottom for to pull their cocks out for me while on my knees in front of him. Sucking their cocks really turned me on, especially when they would moan, rub my shoulders, or hold the back of my neck as I blew them. It surprised me how good I was at it for having very little experience. I had no problem putting their flaccid cocks in my mouth and making them hard.

When I tasted pre-cum seeping out of their cocks, I would stop and whisper, "Do you wanna fuck me?" with a seductive look. I would always get a 'yes,' so I would put a condom on them, stand up, pull my lower body clothes down and bend over for them. I always got my ass eaten and loved having it done. I always gotten fucked really good too, and loved when my hips would get gripped tight and pulled deeper towards their cock.

My last experience in that theater was memorable since it was the first time I had passionate sex with a top. He would tell me how sexy I am and how great my body was while I sucked his cock. He would then lift my chin up and kiss my neck multiple times. He was really into me, and I got really turned on that I just took my tights down and wanted him to fuck me. Afterwards, I felt feminine and sexy.

I haven't done anything since then because I felt that was the perfect experience to stop for a while. However, I do have fantasies of being on my knees for a blowbang in the theater, and 3-4 truckers taking turns fucking me in the back of a semi-truck. I might act on those someday.

I was watching some m-f porn and the man was pleasing the woman orally. I was thinking gee I wish I had a partner who liked such pleasuring. Coincidence or not but the women I have been with were hesitant to have me go down on them. Partly they were embarrassed and afraid that they might have some unpleasant odor, and partly I assume it might have been lack of technique on my part.

This got me thinking how would one find a partner specifically who liked this more to teach me new skills or feel confident in what I already know.

I thought about advertising but wasn't really looking for a long term one on one. As for the option of finding a prostitute, not really who I am.


So read a little about it and was amazed at the training the surrogates can actually get. Talk about a job with benefits. lol

My question is has anyone here been a surrogate or used the services? Or have you ever explored the training?

What gives???

THIS IS WHY THIS GUY NEEDS TO BE BANNED !!! Constantly making trouble, posting useless threads and contributing NOTHING positive. :eek2:


[QUOTE=pole_smoker;287486][QUOTE=tenni;287479]"[COLOR=#333333]You frequently post how you enjoy hooking up with and being gay and bisexual men's booty calls."

More of poles lies and delusional twisting attempt to cyber bully. The fact that he refers to me in these posts rather than the content is violating rule 2. What I do has nothing to do with Pole violating rule 2. (circular logic) or this thread content. His comments are off topic.[/COLOR][COLOR=#333333]

I try to ignore his personal attacks and yes I have him on block but check once in awhile. Others hopefully have him on ignore or do not believe any comments coming from him about me. Anyone who has been banned can no longer post..like "drugstore cowboy", "Topfucker" user names etc. I recall those versions of troll (s) tried to cyber bully other members..Cat, Fred, Volty etc. It seems like a pattern of behaviour going back before cyber bullying was identified.[/COLOR][COLOR=#333333]

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Lost my anal cherry having a 3 sum with my wife and another male... she stepped back and let me take the lot... do any of your wives love watching you take cock wether yiur aucking it dry or taking it deep.. plus does she get all hot and steamy helping you both ?

Those who know me in chat or real life know how much I enjoy dancing.

Last night I had various dance themes playing in the back ground while doing the "horizontal mambo"

It was really nice thrusting to the music of various tempos. Also a nice crescendo and finish

I had sort of forgot about this aspect of sex. It was big back when the movie 10 was made and people made love to bolero music.

I am still smiling!

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