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  1. Being Randy?s girl

    Two weeks ago I met this guy Randy.. we talked for a while on line till he felt comfortable meeting.. first meet was at a coffee shop near his home.. we chatted for a bit where I learned that he was a widower at 43.. his wife had passed to cancer.. since then he had morned her but felt that he needed to get out and explore his feelings and desires.. he explained that he had been on the internet watching porn.. tranny porn and was very turned on by it.. he explained that he wanted to explore that venue.. I ask him if so then why are you here with me as I am not a tranny or even anything like that.. he explained that he had talked to a couple of the guys that have either been with me or were currently seeing me and liked what they had to say about me.. he knew that I am sub and liked that and one told him that I sometimes dress to surprise them..
    he ask if we were to get to gather if I would mind wearing some of his wife?s things.. this kinda took me aback.. wondering how this would all play out.. we talked some more and he assured me it was just that he has kept some of her things that he had bought her and nothing more.. I told him that I thought that would be fine if he was sure that was what he wanted.. we left the coffee shop and proceeded to his car where I gave him a hand and blow job as I promised to when we met.. basically sucking him till he got close then stroking him till he cum in my hand and then eating his cum in front of him while he watched.. we set a time to meet at his place the next day to have more fun..
    When I arrived he was nervous as he had not been with anyone let alone another guy since his wife died.. we chatted and had a couple drinks, I could see his 8.5? thicker than average cock was getting ready.. he told me that I could go to the rest room to get ready, and that the top drawer was where her stuff was and to help myself to what ever I wanted.. so off I went.. I found the drawer and it was full of panties, stockings, garters, and bras.. all really nice stuff.. I picked out the things that I would wear for him.. black stockings, black garter, white lacy thong panties and a black bra.. the bra was a little big but it was ok.
    When I went back to the living room where he was, he was naked and fully erect.. he looked at me and just said WOW!! I went to him and stood in front of him.. he just starred at me for a minute.. I ask him if he was ok and he just nodded yes.. I ask if he wanted to continue and he nodded yes.. so I knelt between his legs as they were now spread. Apart and begun to stroke and suck his erect cock.. then moved to sucking his balls one at a time and playing with his ass at the same time.. within a short time he pushed me away and said stop.. I figured he had changed his mind.. but he told me to go lay on the bed and call him when I was ready.. so I did.. I laid face down with a few pillows under my hips with my legs spread.. I called to him.. he never said a word.. just came to the room and crawled on the bed between my legs.. next thing I know he has poured a bunch of oil on my ass and was rubbing it on my ass and pulled the panties aside and found my pussy and rubbing oil on it.. then one finger was in me then two and three.. he fingered me till I was squirming and moaning some..
    then I feel it.. the head of his cock has found my pussy hole.. he is being very gentle pushing ever so slightly as he rocks in and out until the head finally entered me.. he stops and waits just a few seconds and asks?? Are you ok sweetheart.. I tell him I am fine.. then he starts to rock some more going deeper with every forward stroke.. when he was in balls deep he stopped again.. are you ok sweetheart?? Again I tell him yes.. then I feel him lean forward his hands under my chest an he squeezed both of my breasts.. he moans a slight moan as he starts to fuck me gentle at first and then faster harder and deeper.. soon he is in full stride pumping me really good.. I am moaning and getting louder and really enjoying his efforts.. this went on for quite awhile and I was expecting hum to blow his load in me at any moment.. but no!! He stopped, told me to roll over so I did.. he removed the panties and leaned forward and started kissing me then my neck and shoulders.. the he removed the bra and started sucking on my neck as he played with my nipples.. all these things drive me sexually crazy.. soon all I wanted was him back in me.. but he wanted to continue to drive me crazy.. I even wrapped my legs around him to pull him to in me but he resisted.. we continued kissing and him sucking my neck and shoulders and playing with my breasted.. I lay there spread wide open wanting him back inside me.. then he simply slid forward and he was where I wanted him.. in me balls deep giving me the pleasure of feeling full and content.. I wrapped my legs around him placing my heels on his ass to hold him in me and to help him drive deeper.. as he fucked me he made love to me or maybe his wife.. either way I was the one that was getting fucked really really good.. it didn?t seem that long but I lost track of time being fucked like that.. but after a while what turned out to be 1 3/4 hours later. He filled my pussy with a very thick and very large load of his cum.. I was moaning very loudly when he started grunting and thrusting wildly and as deep as he could go .. then he drove in hard and shook hard as he unloaded in me.. he laid there on top of me kissing me till his cock fell out of me.. he rolled off and thanked me over and over.. I thanked him back for giving me one of the best fuckings I have had in a long time.. he said I want you to come back soon.. ask when I could come back?? I said tomorrow and he agreed eagerly.. he has now fucked me 3 times in the last 9 days.. I took some of my clothes with me yesterday and dressed for him.. he called me his girl.. guess if he continues to fuck me the way he has I am his girl!! WoW just WoW!!! I like the way he fucks me!!!
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  2. First time I had the home all to my self for the weekend

    So a couple years back my parents decided to go on a trip to visit my sister in college and took my brother to tag along.. I?ve been texting this guy on grinder for a couple days and decided to ask him to go to dinner (with full intention of taking him back to my place). So when the time came of dropping my parents off at the airport till meeting him I was super nervous but so excited to suck his cock in my parents shower.. the dinner was amazing and he was such a gentleman, i just couldn?t stop smiling. When I did mention that no one was home for the weekend, I noticed a slight change in the speed of how we were eating and just trying to get the bill. We got back to my place and I remembered that he mentioned that he came straight from work, so I led him to my parents bathroom and told him ?to start the shower while I go grab a couple things.? So I went up stair to grab condoms, lube, a speaker and took off my clothes. When I got back down to my parents bathroom, he was already in the shower washing his body. I started a playlist and right when I opened the door to the shower, we were kissing? I truly have to say he was one of the best kissers I?ve known but goodness his body/dick were perfection!! The best part was when we were making out and he would hold our dicks together(He was much bigger than me), then occasionally fingering my ass. After enough time has past, we moved over to my parents bed.. I dimmed the lights and he removed the covers while getting on the bed. I went straight to giving his uncut dick head and had too much fun playing with his balls. He then told me to ?put my ass in the air? and he just started eating me out, while getting my ass ready he was adding a finger when I moaned .. he stopped, learned in and asked if I was ready. I grabbed a condom and put it on his cock, said nothing while putting my ass back up in the air. He started slowly with moving my hips for me.. kept getting a little faster and faster. And wow he went deep ( was so happy I didn?t have to hide my moans) He moved me to my back and put a pillow under my lower back. He started kissing me first while stroking my dick and then he got back to fucking me while my legs are on his shoulders? he was fucking me so hard my dick was going everywhere. He told me that he was getting close so I took off the condom and started sucking again? he cummed in my mouth and Wow so much ( I was in heaven)? we chilled for a couple mins but asked him if he wanted to go for a swim? only got a nod yes so we walked outside in the night to skinny dip a little. We hopped in and didn?t take us too long to start making out more.. then with me ending up sitting on a stair of the pool getting my dick sucked by him. Didn?t take me long for me to cum in his mouth.. we ended the night watching a movie, cuddled and I made some popcorn.. we did end up using one more condom towards the end of the movie. Once the movie ended, we finally got dressed and I walked him to his car with a kiss goodbye..

    That was my first time being a full bottom and never had too much fun..
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  3. Started very young

    Started very young with a neighbor boy same age. We were in 3rd grade and playing in the woods. Very hot summer day and we did the dare thing where I'll take my clothes off and walk down the trail if you will. Of course we both agreed and that's what we did. Being curious and too young to really know anything about sex we wanted to feel each others cocks. All we knew was we liked being nude and liked seeing each other nude. Don't recall how it came about or which one of began first but we started taking turns sucking each other. Of course we are way too young to cum but nevertheless it felt great. I've always been a butt man and my friend had the best looking butt I had ever seen at that age. So I naturally wanted to rub it and explore his tiny hole. We slept over at each others houses all the time and we built tree houses in the woods that we slept in during the summers. So we had plenty of places to get nude and play with each other. As we grew older we were both interested in girls so we would pretend one was the girl and do what we thought you were supposed to do with them sexually. And of course the pretend girl would have to suck the other one. As we got older and we began to learn more about sex we traded sucks and both of us liked the taste of cum. We also liked licking each others little holes. I loved to put my face between his cheeks and lick his hole and that is still a turn on for me. When we hit puberty we were in the woods one day and we're talking about sex and girls and so on as we usually did, and he asked me to fuck him. That sounded great to me so we got naked and he lay on his stomach and I used spit for lube. When I got on top of him and began inserting my cock into his asshole I couldn't believe how easy it went in. And it was the most incredible feeling I had ever felt. Didn't take long for me to cum and fill him full of my juices. First time I had ever had intercourse with anyone and the memory is still vivid and we're now 69 years old. We continued jacking each other off and sucking and rimming each other and of course I continued to fuck him which he enjoyed as much as me. I have no answer as to why he never fucked me though. In High School he moved away and we lost contact but about 20 years ago thanks to the internet we made contact. Both of us had gotten married and had kids and now grandkids. He lives in another state but every once in a while we have been able to meet and we pick up where we left off as kids. And by the way, he still has one of the best looking asses I've ever seen. And we still suck each other and swallow each others cum. And he also still likes me to fuck him. After all these years we got around to him fucking me. And man did I miss out on a lot. I love it and wish I could have a dick in my ass every day. The first time he had to lube me up a lot and finger me to get me ready because his dick is kinda big around and it stretched me. But once it was in I couldn't get enough. Just wish I had done it many years ago. Missed out on a lot. Did anyone else have adventures like we did as kids? Actually I hope so because those memories are some of the best I have.
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  4. Just Do It

    I understand why there are a lot of guys who are leery about sucking cock. I know what bothers and/or scares them about it. I kinda/sorta understand why some guys wouldn't meet a dude to suck his dick... but if there's a threesome going on and girlfriend say, "Suck that dick!" they're not going to hesitate to do her bidding. I'm not busting the asses of any guy here who hasn't sucked a dick or has some situational and/or conditional stuff going on about doing it but, come on - if you wanna suck cock, just do it. Stop pussyfooting around and making "excuses" for why you aren't doing it and don't let your fears keep fucking with your head about doing it.

    If it's something you really want to do, you will find a way to do it. You're not going to get a fatal infection from casually sucking a guy's dick. It does happen but if you have it in your mind that it WILL happen to you, well, hmm. If you think that having a "dedicated" FWB will make you safer, I got some news for you: You might not be as safe as you think you are since there's no way for you to know where his dick has been when he's not giving it to you. Sex, as it turns out, is inherently risky. I don't quite get it: Some guys won't think twice about burying their face between a woman's legs and eating her out but get all... weird about sucking a dick - and they want to suck dick.

    I understand the being in a relationship thing. I really do. And if that's why you're not sucking cock, I respect that - and I mean it. But if you can do it, just do it. Suck a dick. Acquire the taste of cum. Find out why so many of us here are 100% hooked on doing it. Employ some common sense and, if you're of a mind to, learn the real-deal facts involved by the many experts that say sucking dick ain't as fatal as it's being said and believed. I've been sucking dick for a damned long time... and the only thing I've ever gotten from a guy is a mouthful of cum. I'm not the only cocksucker who has never gotten anything nasty other than, perhaps, some nasty-tasting cum. If you can do it, just do it. Suck cock. Get yours sucked. Swallow the cum, spit it out, or wear it. Do it.

    Find out what those of us who suck cock already knows. If you can't, you can't. No shame in this. What are you waiting for? An engraved invitation? Permission to proceed? If you haven't given yourself permission, I don't know what to tell you other than, yeah - give yourself permission then find a way to get to sucking cock. And then, don't ever regret doing it. Accept the risk and the consequences of your actions and, yes, not acting is also a consequence and more so if it's bothering you in any way to not be doing what MILLIONS of guys are doing. Sucking dick. Safely, too.

    Just do it and decide for yourself if it's all that and like many of us know it to be. What. Are. You. Waiting. For?
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  5. Wore a butt plug all day

    Well my horny nature had to try wearing a butt plug all day, went to the office with my custom made plug designed by a well known plug maker here in Chicago. it is extended a little to ensure it stays put, through out the day it was obvious that something was going on. I had pre-cum leaking all day and told the boss I wasn't feeling well and needed to go home. I was so fucking horned up I called my regular to cum over to take care of my urge. I swallowed his dick balls deep as he removed the plug from me, I was instantly rock hard hard as he fingered my mangina. He turned me around and with no warning shoved his cock in hard and deep, fuck it hurt at 1st but as I got used to it felt so fucking good. It only took a couple of hard thrusts to feel him explode in me, his hard throbbing cock unloading his cum made me cum to the extreme. He fucked me twice more to take the naughty out of me. It didn't I was still fucking horny and we called another friend to come over and finish the job. No more wearing my butt plug to work, can't get anything done except leaking pre-cum.
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  6. Aging well,

    In the last few years my desire for sex has somewhat declined with women, however it has increased with desires for men. As a frequent Business traveler, I stay in lots of Hotels all across the upper Midwest and some may know the downtime really sucks. I have met men who like myself are in the same boat. It seems that if you take a man away from his wife and everyday life they become instant bisexual beasts.

    Some of these Hotels I frequent are somewhat upscale and it seems I see some of the same travelers as well. One cannot deny that in time one can become friends so to speak. About 2 years ago I became friends with this older gentleman who I share drinks with, one night after a long day I met up with him at the Hotel bar and we had a few drinks as we vented our days problems. As we paid our tabs he said so what are you doing the rest of the night, go back and beat off I guess, he smiled and said me too. Half drunk he said why don't we get naked and beat off together, fuck it why not, as if he was reading my mind. I always have Bourbon with me so that's what we did, went back to my room made a drink and slowly started to get comfortable, and with lots of teasing and finally getting him naked I was so fucking horned up that I kissed his cock and rubbed his huge ball sack. He gently rubbed my head as he said I think we need to shower if you don't mind, of course I said I love a clean cock. Once in the shower we washed each others junk and he concentrated his efforts on my ass, his soapy hands scrubbing my ass had me rock hard. Have you ever had your ass fucked, yes many times and I love it. All he could do was smile and rubbed his fat hard cock against my ass as he reached around to stroke my cock. wearing only bath towels he took mine off and got on his knees and swallowed my entire 8 inches and pulled off long enough to say fuck I love your clean shaven balls. We 69ed for a while as he really focused on my ass. I said you really want my ass don't you, Mmm it feels awesome and yes if you are comfortable with it. Just as I got up to get the lube out of my travel bag his phone rang, it was his wife, he took the call and what in reality was about 10 minutes seemed like an hour, I just slowly sucked his cock as he talked to his wife. He hung up and said man that was so cruel. But I don't think he really minded as he had tasty pre-cum leaking from his fat gorgeous cock.

    As we got back into it, I lubed up my ass and his cock and said you will need to get on your back as you are bigger than I'm used to, I will need to gently guide it in to get used to it, once im stretched then its game on. After a few minutes of getting used to his girth it slid in and I rode him for a few minutes. I climbed off and he got up stood at the edge of the bed pulled me into him as it slid in balls deep. With long gentle strokes and deep penetration without touching my self I cummed all over my chest and after about 20 minutes he said can I cum in you, he filled my ass with his juice as it was buried deep in me. As I laid there staring at his hairy chest and still feeling his cock throbbing I cummed again.

    I have been seeing this guy for over 2 yrs now and once again we are staying at the same hotel so this week should be another fun road trip.
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  7. I am such a big cock slut now and went crazy shopping online.

    I've been broken up with my ex since last Xmas, sadly she doesn't want to come to the realization I am not coming back to her and she calls all the time and expects me to help or fix things, visit or do things together, I didn't decide to leave the relationship because we were getting along so it's been a long year of retreating and letting her figure it out herself. Long story short, I feel as if I should be moving on with my life and dating, and specifically hooking up with men, something that proved to be hard to resist when you are in a relationship for 8 yrs. Not one week went by that I didn't fantasize about finding a new male lover during the whole 8 yrs, every time I was alone I would ride my dildos at home alone, and funny enough I had to keep throwing most of them away, being paranoid she would come over and find them, she was and is a bit of a snoop with lucky tendencies as far as opening drawer or box she shouldn't and finding a object she shouldn't even see ever.

    So here I am almost a year later from dating and I had no toys around to play with for about a yr, I was on my way home in Oct on a Sun and saw a xxx store was still open at 11pm, I turned the car around and headed inside, I took a quick walk around the store and saw a lot of stuff I already had before, regular sized vibes and dildos, P Spot vibes etc, nothing that made me say "ahh"

    And that's when I saw a big monster on the wall, a rarity in vibes, 10" and 7.25 around, usually vibes stop at 9 "with 7 " insertible and almost never thick like this one was, the package was about 15" itself, it was really big for me as I hadn't had much fun with the lurking g/f around all the time and calling me every hour or 2 for most of the 8 yrs we dated, she was always checking in and god forbid you didn't answer her.. So thinking I'm fucking single and don't have to hide shit, went for it, made my way home all excited and put the batteries in and grabbed the lube and yep, tight as a drum, took a while and lots of relaxing to get the head in and whoomp, the old memory kicked in and it slid past and in about 7" the first night, got all the way to the balls 8.5" the next day or 2 and was starting to slowly get looser to enjoy riding it for 30 or 40 mins a few times.

    Flash forward a month and using that thing sometimes 3 times a day, waking up horny, I'd rub my nipples slowly and feel my body tingling as I lay there, I'd reach for my morning wake up ride and clean up after my hands free explosions, then lunchtime I'd be thinking about him and get a tingle in my ass wanting more, then another afternoon delight before dinner and take a few days off.I got used to it quickly but had intentions of getting another unless it was smaller and I wasn't in any rush with my big boy and free mind pushing me to enjoy the big guy fear and guilt free, then the balls started to show a tear in the front from me grabbing and twisting them to insert it inside myself, it is never just a pop in and ride vibe, its big and thick remember? So I started looking around a few weeks ago for a new vibe as I heated up a knife and sealed it but it would tear eventually so why wait for it, buy another and don't stress if it goes, so online later, I found the big brother to my newest one, a Curve Novelties vibe that's 11" x 8.5", 9.5 of it insertible, it looks big, almost too big but F it, I'm down for it now, it should be here this week, in the meantime they had a sale and free delivery and 30% off on the site so I took a look around and decided to make a small collection for myself now that I'm single and don't need to hide my love for all things penis any more. First I bought a Ron Jeremy 8.5" x 6" dildo, then a Doc Johnson 12" x 6"" cyberskyn model, 3rd was a 7" x 6" fuctioning foreskin by King Cock dildo that is new to the market and looks real-ish, really real tbh. Then the icing on the cake and like sucking your first man you never forget that first look, a monster 16.5" x 9.75" King Cock dual density dildo that is 13.5" of insertible, I actually bought that one for the visual and to display proudly as a cock lover on my nightstand, I'm not sure I want to ruin my backside on it but who knows, I might keep on with the whole size and stretch fetish I recently opened up and am now turned on by after being so careful for all these yrs and keeping it normalish to an extent, it just feels so good to go deep and get filled in every millimetre of your hole, it's something that once you do, you'll never forget that feeling inside and how quick you orgasm as it slides in for the first time.

    So Im sitting around and thinking, am I crazy buying all this stuff? I get bored of lying on my back or side and backing onto a pillow covered in a towel or lying on my side and pumping it or pushing it deeper, now I'm going to invest $500 to do the same thing with all these nw ones, boring, I wanted more freedom to ride a different way without a man around, to get ready to drop down on a big cock when it came along some day soonish hopefully, lovers do missionary, not fuck buddies, so I googled dildo stands lol, they have a few but it's limited to 3 styles, a chair with some flexible banding that you bounce up and down on, boring, or a blow up pillow fron China that everyone said was garbage and would deflate as you rode it lol., thetre was a cool, expensive half barrel deal that looks like a leathersaddle of sorts with a horn, only sit up style, no angles at $1300US, nah, I don't think so.

    So the one I originally saw, a BonBon half barrel firm memory pillow type riding style for $150 that was sold out everywhere except the places that don't deliver to Canada lol. It was nowhere to be found except on one Canadian site for a bit more money but money is no match for a great hands free cum from anal. I have to laugh, before I thought of the pillow and bought it I was thinking about cancelling a few toys, now, I have deliveries on Mon, Tues, Fri and the rider on Fri, with a few more working their way through the system next week, so I went from nothing to everything in 5 wks, and I really can't wait to get and ride them all on my new pillow thing, looks like I'm going to be walking funny and feeling very sexually satisfied in the coming weeks and months, I was already walking funny after banging myself 3 times in one day a handful of times since Oct, I think anyone who knows the signs will be able to tell I've been busy if not now. in 2 weeks time I'll be wakking like I ride horses probably ha ha. So Merry Christmas to me and here's to finding a thick dick man to keep happy and keep the toys for once in a while.
  8. It's amazing to think of all the hours combined that we have spent fantasizing and wo

    Myself? Geeze, I have no clue, except to say most of my fantasies since I was 20 or so have involved men, maybe all of them really, hours and hours of laying in my various beds over the years, a waterbed in my teens and early 20s, a futon in college snd various models since then, all of them host to me pumping my rock hard cock, always willing and able to get up for a fantasy of my ideal man.


    I pretty much jerk off all the time when I am single, even when I am in a relationship I might slip in the shower on vacation with my girl and jerk off to a guy I blew or some random thought. Funny part was even though I could only orgasm to thoughts of men I was in denial or questioning for years, I'd be fucking my girlfriend doggystyle and enjoying myself but still need to think about a guy named Bernie who really turned me on to blow my load in her, and still rationalized I was into women more lol.

    Looking back I realized how long I spent in limbo, wondering, questioning, making excuses and sometimes it just a lack of suitable guys to play with that causes delays, actually that's the hardest part for me, finding a suck buddy,I don't do Apps or sites much, I think if it was there in front of me and available with the right type of guys I would not have questioned so long or much.

    So that brings me to time, time spent in beds thinking, cumming and wondering, all of us, and it all leads to love of cock, time and cock.
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