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[TD]It was the summer before 9th grade and with me and my group of friends, we spent every day working out for football, sneaking out and sneaking beers! One of my friends, scott, had a great collection of Penthouse and Hustler magazines. We used to look at them all the time but nothing ever happened. I REALLY am bisexual and looking at those wet pussies would get my dick super hard. To be honest I never even thought of doing anything with Scott, and it was really weird how it first happened. We had been out running around, went to a buddy's house and had a few beers and had looked through his smut magazines. When the night ended we went back to my house. He was going to spend the night as we often did when my parents were out of town. I had a small bed and he would sleep on a sleeping bag next to it. This night, as we were about to go to sleep, he says, "I think we should try to set the world record for most times jerking off tonight"
"Sounds like a plan" i said.
Next thing I know, he basically starts pretending to jerk off. I knew he was just pretending because there was enough light to see that his underwear was still up and he was just moving his hand up and down with nothing in it. He made the noises and pretended to cum. "your turn" he says.
So I followed suite. The funny thing about this is that I STILL had NO idea where this was leading. We did this a couple of times when he said, "I may need your help on the next round." I said sure, leaned over and with my fist pretended to jerk him off, sliding my hand up and down on his stomach. BUT..... on one of the strokes, the bottom of my hand bumped into the VERY hard head of his cock, bulging against the top of his underwear. That's when I realized that my own dick was THROBBING! He made his "cum" noises so I rolled back over and told him that if I was going to help him, he had to help me. So the game went on. He reaches over to "jerk me off" and does the same thing on my stomach. But his hand bounced off the head of my hard-on on EVERY stroke. THIS WAS GETTING INTERESTING! I bucked my hips, made the cum noises and thanked him for his help. "My turn" he says. This time I lowered my hand a bit and felt his hard cock through the cotton of his underwear. It was HOT to the touch and THROBBING! I stroked it a bit and he "finished". "You ready?" he asked. "Let's do this" I said. Before he rolled over, I hooked my thumbs into the waist band of my underwear and pulled them down past my balls. His hand landed on my exposed hard-on and he wrapped his fingers around it..... he squeezed down on my cock and starts stroking it. It felt SOOOO good. He jerked it for a while and the game went on as I faked my orgasm and he rolled over. It was time for him to up the stakes. “It’s getting harder for me to cum, this time you might have to suck it” he says. “ OK, anything to get that record”. I rolled over and wrapped my hand around his fat cock. It was BIG! I moved my head toward it but for some reason, I kept at the “game” we were playing. As I slowly moved my hand up and down I just pretended to blow him. I did, however let my tongue circle around the head of his cock once or twice. It tasted like DICK and there is NO better taste in the world! Scott moaned and groaned a bit, humped upward, pushing his dick against my lips and pretended to cum. “That was hot”, I said, “but I’m going to need your mouth too, if we are going to break the record.” Scott replied, “anything for a friend. This is when the “game” got real. I pulled my hard-on out and waited to see where he was going to take this. No more fucking around! He opened his mouth wide and the next thing I knew the head of my cock was sliding against the back of his throat. The feeling was out of this world, but as Scott was sucking my dick, I realized something about what I liked best. As good as his mouth felt I could not wait to get my mouth on his big cock. I faked a pop shot and did not wait for an invitation. I rolled over and for the first time since fooling around with Michael all those years ago, I slid my lips down over a beautiful, throbbing cock! I was in heaven! I could NOT get enough. Scott became quite the dirty talker and WOW did THAT turn me on! “Oh yeah, suck that big cock….. You like the way my dick tastes? Fuck yeah, you do…. Eat that dick” about 10 or so more ‘fake” orgasms as we swapped back and forth and he launched! He grunted “I going to shoot, for real, this time!” Being young and still just a bit freaked out by what was going on, I let his cock slide out of my mouth and jerked him HARD. The geyser of cum that erupted from his dick was something I will NEVER forget! That sent me over the edge and I blew my load all over his cock and balls. That was the most powerful orgasm I have ever felt. We cleaned up and really didn’t talk about what happened. The next morning he took of early and it was pretty awkward. Was this going to be a one-time thing, I wondered? Well, I will tell you this it wasn’t and Scott and I ended up having hundreds of sessions and ALL of them were HOT as HELL..... more to follow!
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So I have always been attracted to my best friend, lets call him Justin. We have lived less than a mile from each other since we were born. He is straight and is dating one of my other best friends (a girl). She knows I am bi and we talk about everything even what she has done with Justin in detail. Which I have to admit really excites me and usually I imagine its me. I am so jealous of her and would almost do anything to get with him. Just wondering if anybody else has ever had a best friend they wanted to get with? If so did u ever get to?

I'd like to know your thoughts on the book.

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Had lil blub 2 mesel' 2 day.. we wer checking wot Crimbo pressies we had and who we needed to get for... came over this wich I bought for me dad's Crimbo much earlier in year...[URL]http://www.djhmodelloco.co.uk/prodpage.asp?productid=3219[/URL] ... an' it didn't haff set me off... when I bought it 'im thought it would keep him outa trouble of an evening building it and know how he so luffed 'is toy trains... thousands of quids worth in 'is loft just left all lonely an sad... Mum hasn't the heart 2 flog cos it wos just so much a part of the ole bugger.. an me big bruvva sure as hell isn't interested.. 1st xmas wivout 'is cheery ole chops and this bloody choo choo hasn't haff brought it home 2 me.. the big babba an' 'is choo choo puffers.. God.. life is shite at times...big boys an' their toys...sighhhhhhh:(.. but thinking of 'im and how happy he always wos mucking 'bout wiv those toy trains does bring a smile 2 me face.. spesh the silly daft childish choo choo toot toot woo woo noises 'e made when 'e thought no1 was around:).

Do not think I will write in this journal any longer. A few different factors have caused the act of writing here to seem untenable. One of those factors is simply a desire to be reticent in general.

Another factor lies in obviously not feeling my life merits exposition here. A few have pointed this out to me, yet the feeling is not caused by their detracting words. I can honestly say that I'm a rather dull person.

Also, one should consider the environment of the site as a factor in this decision. Been here for a while now, I am starting to see the site degenerate from a purpose it seemed to hold, on wholesale. Drew I'm sure does as best he can.

It is not all up to him, though. The people here make it or not. Unfortunately, it seems more keen upon not of late.

I'm barely on the site any more. The forum threads keep repeating. No one really chats in the chat. One can nearly judge the trolling script of the site by the season or vise versa.

And yes, I do believe the site itself is or has been given a script. It repeats, like the forum threads. This script is in place it seems to block any progress, thought, discussion of anything beyond an acceptable "hi, I'm horny."

Bisexuality is only a part of me as a person on whole. I am not always horny. I'm not promiscuous. The site script banks on me being both, it would seem.

Further, I'm not too interested in cyber sex. It only leaves me feeling that much worse for not having the genuine, face to face, flesh to flesh article of sex. All that is on the site is oral sex, as in everyone talks about sex.

I suppose there's nothing wrong in that. It is wrong though for some whom realize there is more to living than sex.And really? There's an adage that applies well I think. Those whom talk it, are not getting it.

I would rather live, get it. So, I'm doubting the purpose of the site and feeling a desire to withdraw. It isn't beneficial to me even as something free.

It is really had to take decent photos of yourself.....I refuse to do the in the mirror bathroom shots, so I set the camera on exposure time and rush to get in the supposed frame before the shutter clicks. I am going to explore a photographer who does sexy pix and if affordable, I may upgrade my postings...plus those pix were taken about 18 lbs ago....the weight loss continuess!!!

<br> ... from a local band that blows me away. <br><br> <iframe width="400" height="100" style="position: relative; display: block; width: 400px; height: 100px;" src="http://bandcamp.com/EmbeddedPlayer/v=2/track=304211065/size=venti/bgcol=FFFFFF/linkcol=4285BB/" allowtransparency="true" frameborder="0"><a href="http://ramblinambassadors.bandcamp.com/track/clambake">Clambake! by The Ramblin' Ambassadors</a></iframe> <br><br> - Drew :paw: