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I'm not crazy about glory holes. I prefer eye contact when I'm sucking a dick or some guy is sucking mine. And dirty talk - body language too.

But I'm also a total slut for a big black dick and it's been too long since I've had one in my mouth.

I was feeling really horny earlier tonight. So I went to an adult shop - in the suburbs where they aren't concentrated like they are in cities.

My plan was to find a booth with hot porn and jerk off to it. By myself. I'm fairly cute and almost all the men who cruise the booths unfortunately are not. Not cute and not even close to it. Fat, bald, unkempt, drunk or high on something else. I've been going to peep shows since I sneaked into my first one ever when I was 15. And from that first time to even today - I'm around 50 now - I'm almost always the star of the show. All the other men hit on me and some don't go away the first time I tell them to fuck off. There have been a few exceptions and sometimes there is one hotter guy there but even then I'm still the wet dream of every troll in the joint.

Tonight the place I went to was almost totally empty. Maybe 3 or 4 guys total and that includes me. But one of them was a black dude. Not a hottie but around average looking or better and around my age. As soon as we made eye contact we headed to the booths. He led the way and we got into adjoining booths with a hole in the wall between them.

This place also has a couple of double booths with only a metal gate separating them. And you can see the other guy completely when the two of you go in them. That's where I wanted us to go but I didn't have time to say anything to him.

I get in the booth and lock the door and five seconds later I see his dick come through the hole. I'm also a size queen so I was hoping he had a huge monster dick - the bigger the dick the sluttier I get, the sluttier I get the better I am as a cocksucker. And also as a bottom too.

My dick is big - 8 inches. And I have this thing - I only want to suck a dick if it's bigger than mine. If it isn't I physically can't get into it enough to bother doing it and wasting my time. I'm not saying that's right but it's true for me.

His dick passed the test. But not by very much. My guess is it was around 8.5 inches. But that's big enough for me. It was arounf halfway between soft and a hardon and I like to suck a soft dick at the start so I can feel it get big and hard in my mouth. Wow does that feel good and it makes me so fucking hot. The sexual thrill from the physical sensation but also knowing it got big and hard because I made it happen.

I turned that black dick into a boner in no time at all. Licked it and deepthroated as much as I could which isn't the whole thing because I'd never get close to the wall since it's filthy and disgusting. Another downside of gloryhole cocksucking by the way. I slobbered all over it and licked it up and down and stroked it with without sucking it. For about 3 or 4 minutes. And then I told him through that hole about those other booths and asked him to go there with me so we could make eye contact and he could see his white cocksucking slut make love to his big - biggish actually - black dick with his own eyes.

But he said nothing back to me so I sucked it a little more and then I stopped and I got up and got myself halfway out of the booth. I'm a world class cockcucker so I got a little cocky and assumed he'd come out too since a blowjob from me is too good to pass up even if he didn't - or even really didn't want or like watching me do it.

But he didn't come out and he kept his dick where it was. Sticking out of the hole. We were in a test of wills and I lost. I went back and got down again and sucked that dick some more.

I was exceptionally horny tonight but I'll never be horny enough to let a total stranger shoot his load in my mouth. I'll gladly suck a stranger's dick until he's close but only if he promised me beforehand to tell me when he got to that point so I could take his dick out of my mouth and then jerk him off to the finish line. This guy didn't say a word when I told him that so I wasn't gonna get even close to close to cuming anyway. And the whole thing was gross and not my cup of tea anyway so this second time on my knees was a really short cocskucking session and I stopped it after only a minute or so. And then walked out asked him again to come with me to the other booths with the metal gate and full visibility. Again no answer so I asked him another time and he didn't answer that one either so it was game over.

First time doing anything is special and so was this but I'm not doing it ever again. I might do it in those other booths but only with a black guy with a really big dick will do the trick for me.

So that's the story of my first - and almost certainly also my last - time I sucked a dick through a hole at the peep shows. No cum in my mouth so almost zero risk for me but even a really big black dick isn't fun for me when I'm sucking it through a small hole in a filthy smelly cum stained sleazy peep show booth. That's what I learned today.

Hope you all enjoyed

I'm not crazy about glory holes. I prefer eye contact when I'm sucking a dick or some guy is sucking mine. And dirty talk - body language too.

But I'm also a total slut for a big black dick and it's been too long since I've had one in my mouth.

I was feeling really horny earlier tonight. So I went to an adult shop - in the suburbs where they aren't concentrated like they are in cities.

My plan was to find a booth with hot porn and jerk off to it. By myself. I'm fairly cute and almost all the men who cruise the booths unfortunately are not. Not cute and not even close to it. Fat, bald, unkempt, drunk or high on something else. I've been going to peep shows since I sneaked into my first one ever when I was 15. And from that first time to even today - I'm around 50 now - I'm almost always the star of the show. All the other men hit on me and some don't go away the first time I tell them to fuck off. There have been a few exceptions and sometimes there is one hotter guy there but even then I'm still the wet dream of every troll in the joint.

Tonight the place I went to was almost totally empty. Maybe 3 or 4 guys total and that includes me. But one of them was a black dude. Not a hottie but around average looking or better and around my age. As soon as we made eye contact we headed to the booths. He led the way and we got into adjoining booths with a hole in the wall between them.

This place also has a couple of double booths with only a metal gate separating them. And you can see the other guy completely when the two of you go in them. That's where I wanted us to go but I didn't have time to say anything to him.

I get in the booth and lock the door and five seconds later I see his dick come through the hole. I'm also a size queen so I was hoping he had a huge monster dick - the bigger the dick the sluttier I get, the sluttier I get the better I am as a cocksucker. And also as a bottom too.

My dick is big - 8 inches. And I have this thing - I only want to suck a dick if it's bigger than mine. If it isn't I physically can't get into it enough to bother doing it and wasting my time. I'm not saying that's right but it's true for me.

His dick passed the test. But not by very much. My guess is it was around 8.5 inches. But that's big enough for me. It was arounf halfway between soft and a hardon and I like to suck a soft dick at the start so I can feel it get big and hard in my mouth. Wow does that feel good and it makes me so fucking hot. The sexual thrill from the physical sensation but also knowing it got big and hard because I made it happen.

I turned that black dick into a boner in no time at all. Licked it and deepthroated as much as I could which isn't the whole thing because I'd never get close to the wall since it's filthy and disgusting. Another downside of gloryhole cocksucking by the way. I slobbered all over it and licked it up and down and stroked it with without sucking it. For about 3 or 4 minutes. And then I told him through that hole about those other booths and asked him to go there with me so we could make eye contact and he could see his white cocksucking slut make love to his big - biggish actually - black dick with his own eyes.

But he said nothing back to me so I sucked it a little more and then I stopped and I got up and got myself halfway out of the booth. I'm a world class cockcucker so I got a little cocky and assumed he'd come out too since a blowjob from me is too good to pass up even if he didn't - or even really didn't want or like watching me do it.

But he didn't come out and he kept his dick where it was. Sticking out of the hole. We were in a test of wills and I lost. I went back and got down again and sucked that dick some more.

I was exceptionally horny tonight but I'll never be horny enough to let a total stranger shoot his load in my mouth. I'll gladly suck a stranger's dick until he's close but only if he promised me beforehand to tell me when he got to that point so I could take his dick out of my mouth and then jerk him off to the finish line. This guy didn't say a word when I told him that so I wasn't gonna get even close to close to cuming anyway. And the whole thing was gross and not my cup of tea anyway so this second time on my knees was a really short cocskucking session and I stopped it after only a minute or so. And then walked out asked him again to come with me to the other booths with the metal gate and full visibility. Again no answer so I asked him another time and he didn't answer that one either so it was game over.

First time doing anything is special and so was this but I'm not doing it ever again. I might do it in those other booths but only with a black guy with a really big dick will do the trick for me.

So that's the story of my first - and almost certainly also my last - time I sucked a dick through a hole at the peep shows. No cum in my mouth so almost zero risk for me but even a really big black dick isn't fun for me when I'm sucking it through a small hole in a filthy smelly cum stained sleazy peep show booth. That's what I learned today.

Hope you all enjoyed